2.26a.m. in my laptop clock.
After 2 days I will be having my first exam in this week. Supposedly the heart and mind should concentrate on the exam since this is my final year in UM already.
That is not the case. my heart all drop to my future.
Civil engineer, something what i will become in future half year.
What is the path?
Where it leads to?
is it dark? where it go?
This kind of thought occupy every neurons of my brains, i couldn't get rid of it.
Several online search attempts to find out my answer.
Not much problem solved, I still ponder about it.
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Saturday, November 27, 2010
Saturday, May 1, 2010
A travel to wonderland 2
Wonderland part 2
i hv traveled to it again...
same setting as well. the flying nation.
at first i dream of CCL gonna go make a speech for some function. it is like an expo for the multi racial things..
then i witness CCL go make a move to fly. he did, and fly a way. at here i summon my big boss, some thing like an ultraman to have carry me fly. again it fly but in a very low height.
on the way of chasing CCL i bump in to many many bad guys. which believe to be the viglance for the city. i am unable to fly high. as a result somebody crash to me and fall me fall.
i run into a shopping mall to avoid being captured. then my brother,(dunno who, someone very thin) come out to guide to through out the shopping mall.
outside is a chaos. my brother run away after bring me to the exit. then i continue to run and continue to fly.
then i saw a pond. i remember back last time de dream
i jump into the pond and fly out from it. bounce higher and higher this time. i tought i ady gonna can fly.
one of the sudden the scene change, i bek to my old house.
my mom and my granma having quarrel. something abt the dishes from the kitchen. dunno who cook it. i only rmb my granma talk abt it, and then my mom quarrell with her. then she walk a way. then when she walk away she bcm my another granma(mom side), my mom tell me to chase bak my gran ma. this setting is at my old house, which my granma(either one, different ppl different time setting, but is continuous) walk toward the bridge at hock hia house side.then my mom ask me to take motor to chase her in the front. then my mom ask my granma(mom side) bek. she come bek. my mom give her an umbrella, and then she say wat she wan find someone, so she still walk away. my brother(liang) seems to knw this and give elaboration.
the scene change again, i go back to the bouncing area. i bounce as different character at different time. each one fail not in a very high height.
then the last fail is a direct fail, the pond bcm smaller and smaller as i jump, and i bcm bigger and bigger as i jump. last jump was a fail, i bump into something plastic, the pond bcm plastic!!!
then scene change. i back to some laboratory(some kind of shop setting). i wake up from there, and meet CCL!
i saw a glass door, i punched it, and then i trying to make break out. i wish i can go bek to my nation(the nation got my mama, brother and granma) and then i break the door.
CCL saw this. he suggest me not to go out.
he say outside got many soldier(like the one bump me in the very first), then i really no go out.
then my phone ring. my bibipo msg me.
then i fall back to the previous scene with my granma.
i try to wake up. but hard. i try to do gong brigde, my gran ma push me down. ask me lay straight. she then swing me around, and thenput me facing the floor. i do. and then she swing me hardly. i slowly regain my conciousness, and then wake up.
once wake up i faster reply my msg, and then type out this nonsence story part 2!
vy vy vy vy real..................
i hv traveled to it again...
same setting as well. the flying nation.
at first i dream of CCL gonna go make a speech for some function. it is like an expo for the multi racial things..
then i witness CCL go make a move to fly. he did, and fly a way. at here i summon my big boss, some thing like an ultraman to have carry me fly. again it fly but in a very low height.
on the way of chasing CCL i bump in to many many bad guys. which believe to be the viglance for the city. i am unable to fly high. as a result somebody crash to me and fall me fall.
i run into a shopping mall to avoid being captured. then my brother,(dunno who, someone very thin) come out to guide to through out the shopping mall.
outside is a chaos. my brother run away after bring me to the exit. then i continue to run and continue to fly.
then i saw a pond. i remember back last time de dream
i jump into the pond and fly out from it. bounce higher and higher this time. i tought i ady gonna can fly.
one of the sudden the scene change, i bek to my old house.
my mom and my granma having quarrel. something abt the dishes from the kitchen. dunno who cook it. i only rmb my granma talk abt it, and then my mom quarrell with her. then she walk a way. then when she walk away she bcm my another granma(mom side), my mom tell me to chase bak my gran ma. this setting is at my old house, which my granma(either one, different ppl different time setting, but is continuous) walk toward the bridge at hock hia house side.then my mom ask me to take motor to chase her in the front. then my mom ask my granma(mom side) bek. she come bek. my mom give her an umbrella, and then she say wat she wan find someone, so she still walk away. my brother(liang) seems to knw this and give elaboration.
the scene change again, i go back to the bouncing area. i bounce as different character at different time. each one fail not in a very high height.
then the last fail is a direct fail, the pond bcm smaller and smaller as i jump, and i bcm bigger and bigger as i jump. last jump was a fail, i bump into something plastic, the pond bcm plastic!!!
then scene change. i back to some laboratory(some kind of shop setting). i wake up from there, and meet CCL!
i saw a glass door, i punched it, and then i trying to make break out. i wish i can go bek to my nation(the nation got my mama, brother and granma) and then i break the door.
CCL saw this. he suggest me not to go out.
he say outside got many soldier(like the one bump me in the very first), then i really no go out.
then my phone ring. my bibipo msg me.
then i fall back to the previous scene with my granma.
i try to wake up. but hard. i try to do gong brigde, my gran ma push me down. ask me lay straight. she then swing me around, and thenput me facing the floor. i do. and then she swing me hardly. i slowly regain my conciousness, and then wake up.
once wake up i faster reply my msg, and then type out this nonsence story part 2!
vy vy vy vy real..................
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
A travel to wonderland
i have a weird dream
i dream of i got super power and can fly.
and i fly bcz i realise this is my dream.
then while i fly, one of my pouch drop into the water and i retrieve it. then my whole body no battery already, cant fly anymore. All the builiding inside the dream are modern building. All very nice one.
then arrive at a shopping mall. Inside the shopping mall a bit looks like DTC back stage, and got police. But i slowly walk it out.
at the bus stop i met a fat malay girl(aunty) bus conductor. I tell her i wan to go back my world. She ask me to open my mouth, check my teeth. i ask whether i can go home. she say ya. u got a healthly teeth. Have to take k of this set of teeth. and she tell me she not really a bus conductor. and i can hardly understand what she mean. she say she is substituting the real bus conductor. then i go to the bus. sit on the fisrt row, and the malay aunty is beside me. my teeth are very pain. i can even extract few of thems. she say my brother ask me to take good care of the pouch. the pouch is some things look like ah ban before this de hand phone pouch.
then i wake up while i think abt the pouch in the bus.
I am at my bed at my doomitory D401. and straigtaway record down all this things...
the whole experience is like travelling to a wonder land.
i dream of i got super power and can fly.
and i fly bcz i realise this is my dream.
then while i fly, one of my pouch drop into the water and i retrieve it. then my whole body no battery already, cant fly anymore. All the builiding inside the dream are modern building. All very nice one.
then arrive at a shopping mall. Inside the shopping mall a bit looks like DTC back stage, and got police. But i slowly walk it out.
at the bus stop i met a fat malay girl(aunty) bus conductor. I tell her i wan to go back my world. She ask me to open my mouth, check my teeth. i ask whether i can go home. she say ya. u got a healthly teeth. Have to take k of this set of teeth. and she tell me she not really a bus conductor. and i can hardly understand what she mean. she say she is substituting the real bus conductor. then i go to the bus. sit on the fisrt row, and the malay aunty is beside me. my teeth are very pain. i can even extract few of thems. she say my brother ask me to take good care of the pouch. the pouch is some things look like ah ban before this de hand phone pouch.
then i wake up while i think abt the pouch in the bus.
I am at my bed at my doomitory D401. and straigtaway record down all this things...
the whole experience is like travelling to a wonder land.
Saturday, April 3, 2010
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